Thursday, August 13, 2020

What it's like living with pain?

Theres this pain in my heart thats been there for as long as I can remember. The pain of every dream that Ive let slip and fade into the dark, spiderweb-infested oblivion. The pain of every single promise that Ive wantonly stifled even when I KNEW I should have protected with my all. The pain of every little flicker of fear Ive given in to and held on steady like a jerk instead of letting it go. The pain of every beat of my heart as basic as yearning for love and happiness Ive almost always dismissed it coldly like Im not capable of them, love and happiness...so, soo much that Im now hopelessly trying to atone for them all and give myself a chance to do something positive to allay this pain for good.

Wollongong Beach, NSW
Postscript: Reproduced from my IG. 

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